One of my worst days - 6th March 2016
I dont know why?
But i felt so bad that domination spoils a friendship.
I have a friend whom I like so much and share the most importance than anyone.
If I talk about her, her name is AK and she is one of the superb personalities I had ever met.
Yesterday, that is 5th March 2016, I went out with one of my friends BUR whom AK hates the most.
I just hided the matter that I'm going out with her to AK. It was nothing intentional. But not to hurt her by saying that I'm going with her and I could not take her out when she asked me to take her to Commercial.
I still couldn't understand onething that whether she likes me so much or its because I went with the person she hates much.
But to me "I consider AK as my best friend of MBA times"
Day Rewind:
I woke up by 9 AM. Started out with AK at around 11:15 AM. We took the Nice Ring road and then reached to commercial street by 12:45 PM. During the ride, she was so silent. Made me think so much. I was so disturbed. "Silence hurts"!
Then I parked the bike and started shopping. She was trying to pretend normal. She asked me "How was your day out with her yesterday???". I said GOOD! She took me to each and every shop for buying a pastel color top. Then she asked me "I heard about Rose issue". I said no Issues. I bought Rose and gave it to her. How can i carry Rose being a boy. So i asked her to keep it with her. Also I said I was so worried seeing a small boy selling Rose. After sometime, returned to Truffles for lunch. There we had conversation. But it went into misunderstanding and lot of questions. I feel so bad for going out with One person in my life. I hate myself! I was thinking something within myself. People don't understand me and they think I hurt them. If I think showing my attitude or hurt a person, I would be a different guy totally. I love people so much... and in this scenario, my dear friend AK! God bless her!
Ya Allah "FORGIVE ME IF I DID ANY BIG MISTAKE"!
Please help in finding my attitude!
SORRY TO HER! :(
